Once upon a time, people stayed put. They lived and died in roughly the same geographical area in which they’d been born. It made sense to bury them there as well, where family and friends who’d celebrated and mourned with the individual during his or her lifetime could stop by the cemetery on holidays and special occasions or even just to chat.

It’s a little harder for some families to do that now. We’re so much more mobile these days and often end up nowhere near where we began.

I have the deed to a double plot in the Bronx, where the man I knew as my grandfather planned to be buried beside his first wife, who died in 1952 at the age of 47. His name is even engraved on the headstone. He isn’t there; he’s buried in Florida, where he and my grandmother (his second wife) moved in the early 1970s. My grandmother isn’t buried beside him. She isn’t beside her first husband (my mother’s father), either. He predeceased her by over 45 years, dying suddenly while his young family lived in the Bronx. He’s buried all alone in Flushing, New York. His widow ended her days in Annapolis, Maryland, where she rests now with my parents and her eldest son (who had no connection whatsoever to Annapolis; how he ended up there from his home in Chicago is a story for another time).

The funeral industry recommends preplanning your burial arrangements for the ease of those you leave behind, but how do you do that if you come from a family that doesn’t stay in one place? I suppose part of the decision depends on personal needs. When my father passed away, it was important for my mom to have a contemplative place to come and visit him. She remembered her own mother doing the same. Naturally, Mom chose a cemetery close to her home, adding a bench as my father’s memorial stone so that people could sit and remember my outgoing dad, who knew just about everyone.

My family’s Annapolis days are over. Neither my sibs nor I live there. It’s rare that I stop by the cemetery. Sometimes I feel a little guilty that I don’t have the urge to travel and chat. On the other hand, I sense my parents with me often, sometimes so clearly that I answer a comment I’m sure they just made or hear a response in inflections and words that only they would use. I don’t think I’d feel any closer to them sitting by their graves than I do during the course of my day.

My paternal grandparents rest in Queens County, New York. My grandfather passed first in 1966 and was buried in the double plot the couple had purchased. My grandmother lived another eighteen years, long enough to acquire a gentleman caller whose name left her lips often enough that my father suggested she’d maybe like to marry him.

Her suitor had brought it up, my grandmother said, but it simply wasn’t possible. Because, “How would it look for a Mrs. Fishburn to be buried next to a Mr. Meyrowitz?”

Sometimes preplanned funeral arrangements impact life in unexpected ways.